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Tuesday, March 31, 2009
LOLs, juz now mit lum awhile...
He tel mi those thing...
Aftertat mit nathan. =D
He's late... ZZZ..
Aftertat slack wif him, eat... LOL...
PIG!!!
super pig larhx... =)
Okaes, chat alot, lazy to blog so much...
Wakakakakas... =D
enjoy my dae 2dae wif nathan. =X
HE A SUPER NICE GUY TO HANG WIF. =D
INTERESTING N FUNNY YA!!!
happie again. Byies.. =)
Ya, mayb gg out wif dearest tml.
I miss her.


LOL, i'm gonna 4get everything tat happen in few dae tym.
Er, so ytd went out wif dearest...
i wake at around 8+...
cos suppose to hab out training at 10 toa payoh.
WTF, but boss didnt comfirm, so hack care n continue my slp...
Den cal n ask boss, he se nid reach by 10.
WTF, it's alr 8.45...
as if i dun nid tym to prepare, kp wif him...
Den he sae dun care. !!! =.=
Reach there 10+...
Bloody dun care... =)
When to eat breakfast 1st...
Den start training...
Tok cock alot siia. super bored. =(
Den aftertat, suppose we start work at 9 april.
But boss sae i dun care, u all hab to start work early.
We bloody dun care also.
We sae u not happy, den we dun work larhx..
LOL, he kip quite n se u 2 can go.
hahas, can c how scare he is.
When he gonna lose both of us...
Cos onli we got e cert, it's super important to hab tat cert larhx. =D
Aftertat headed to town, watch movie wif dearest.
=D
Coming soon....
it's start at 5.15...
but it's onli 2+...
slack, eat... bla bla bla...
Den back to cine again, start show...
i can sms n watch e movie at 1 tym.
super zai larhx...
e movie is super scary... =D
but is interesting.
Rate: 8/10
aftertat end lex, walk to city hall...
Do nth siia...
super boring larhx...
Lum cal n ask mi wan work..
LOL, yayaya!!! i wan....
so miting him tml.
Wee.... train back. tired!!!
went home, bath watch tv n slp. =D
Nites!!!




Wake at 12+...
on9, chat wif lum, he miting mi lata...
N mit nathan lata too. =D
HAHAS... m gg prepare now.
Byies. =D




Sunday, March 29, 2009
You say that you like me,
But that we're just friends;
Can I feel the same?
Well I think it depends:

Can I quit breathing fast
Each time you appear?
Will my heart stop its pounding
Whenever you're near?

I'd like to feel nothing,
And get rid of the thrill.
I wish I'd stop loving you,
But I don't think I will.


LOLS...
slp at around 2+...
Msg-ing wif him. =D
Er, suddenly my fone ring...
ITE-BERNARD.
=.= shock siia, he cal mi.
Den i answer, he chat wif mi siia.
LOLS... so bo lia larhx...
Den told him, i gonna go slp lex.
Morning cal 4 him again.
HAHAS... slp till 10+
Daddy wake mi up, ask mi faster go prepare.
ZZZ.. super tired larhx....
Reach there, so mani ppl.
Sian, Shock siia...
i saw his mum n bro over there.
At 1st, his bro saw mi, den laugh,
LOLS, den saw his mum too..
His mum was shock too...
She ask mi u cum here also arhx.
HAHAS... den we pray there too.
Super tired larhx, den so hot, so mani ash. =(
Make mi cry, cos e ash n smoke.
Finally can go home. =)
Go home, wanted to slp....
Cos nth to do also. den bro wake mi up,
He wanna cook maggie 4 mi. =D
Thank bro.
Cos my cooking KNS...
tat tym i cook, he still ask mi throw away...
cos not nice siia. =(
Wao, sadded larhx.
How am i going to be a gud mum n wife to cook 4 my husband n kid.
=(
Gonna learn how 2 cook it nice. =X
So ya, gonna enjoy my bro cooking.
We kip chatting about gal boy fren larhx.
Hao lian lex lorhx, got GF...
Den he thought i got BF too.
but told him dun hab, he dun believe...
cos tat tym i sae hab, den break lex.
He ask mi wat happen.
N i told him...
He ask mi, u should gonna break early lex. =.=
It's okaes, i happie can lex.
Byies... will update soon. =D


Saturday, March 28, 2009
2 a.m. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say - try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough, if we learn to trust

[Chorus]

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our good-bye








LOLS... i juz wake up.
Is around 5+ now.
gonna hab my dinner lata.
HAHAHAS....
i'm super tired larhx.
i slp at around 8+ in e morning 2dae.
LOLS, is becos....
ytd i went out wif dearest,
we mit at 500+ 4 our lunch, =D
aftertat tai, boon n junjie wanna mit.
LOLS, so mit dem at chinatown...
we take bus there...
dam long siia, butt also pain.
HAHAS... n so, n so...
weisheng called mi n ask mi go 4 his bdae celebration.
actually promise him last last tym ago.
LOLS, but i promise him to go ytd also...
den he actually gonna fetch mi at around 8+
den dunoe y sae muz 11+.
so i'm not gg mit him lex. =D
so went chinatown find dem, shop awhile...
Go west coast RC 4 pool...
cos dearest nid to go off early to find him.
Den left mi, tai, boon n junjie play e pool.
we wait 4 quite long tym siia.
LOLs, den aftertat go n eat plata...
Haix, sumthing happen also...
After reading tat msg.
Den i'm totally sad...
Den dey ask mi wat happen.
i told dem, dey juz confort mi. =D
Dam cute, ask mi eat plata wif lots of sugar jiu hao lex.
THANK GUYS... (=
Den aftertat tat stupid fatty boon, lazy to send mi back to west coast RC.
scare got bangala rape him.
LOLS... but still gud larhx, send abit...
Den left mi, tai n junjie.
dey send mi to RC, n take bus home.
Actually wanna slack derhx, but nobodi wans.. =(
Ya, so mit chee hor.=D
Den tel chee hor i wear skirt also, ma fan to play.
LOLS, den ask zhihao to bring short 4 mi. =D
Thank tat wonderful guy...
Althought he is lazy derhx.
but wif my naggy, he super gud. =D
n zhihao came.
den go play pool...
Opps, i win zhihao. =D
N he win mi too. =(
But he lose to cheehor wif 7 ball still on e table.
super malu larhx. =X
Aftertat billard 4 dem again.
n so, so...
their fren came too...
LOLS, den drive n go eat.
Find weijie too. =d
wao.... he changed siiia.
Long tym didnt c, =D
aftertat drive to west coast RC.
Mac...
slack there. aftertat walk to e park...
LOLs, tok abit ghost!!!
N play poker there too.
slack till morning 7+
den go n take bus...
back to home,
bath n slp, but gif him a morning cal 1st.
But i'm super tired till i didnt wake him up.
I'm sorry, u'r late 4 work. =(
YA, so tis is all y... i wake up at tis tym.
I juz waste my SATURDAE slping at home.
SAI larhx. =(
Around 8+.
Desmond cal, n ask mi go out celebrate weisheng bdae.
LOLS. PSPS.
i'm not gg, no mood n lazy too.
Other tym, =)
Anw way, gonna go pray tml.
Wanted to slp early but...
i cant make myself to slp. :(


Friday, March 27, 2009
2dae actually should be e dae we go 4 our working training.
But, i juz dunoe y.....
i 4gotten ytd, i juz rmb now...
Anw juz a job.
I receive e msg last nite...
i noe wat to do, but i cant bear it.
Another morning cal 4 him again...
i dunoe should i do it anot.
but i juz dun wan him to be late.
aiya, anw... he msg mi n ask mi.
y everytym i gif in, althought is his fault.
ya, den... i dun gif in.
u dun gif in.
end up is onli quarrel...
y not i juz let in, so we can dun quarrel.
I noe, tis not gonna last...
no choice, cos in e 1st place i choose to be lyk tis.
I gonna love him, so i hab to let.
it all depend on u, to treat mi well, or dun gif a dam.
HAHAS... okaes, anw i gonna go out wif dearest lata.
Should be happie dae barhx. =D
But dunoe how is our boss. LOL
didnt go 4 training lesson.
Okaes, i gonna stay happie...
there ppl tel mi, dun becos of 1 tree, gif up all forest.
i noe, but no choice tat i onli wan tat tree.
i dun care e forest... =X
LOL, y every1 ask mi do u hab a bf?
=.="' pls, i juz didnt chat wif u guy 4 not long...
den u all us mi, i sae no. den u also dun believe. =.=
I dun lyk u, pls dun ask mi be ur gf. =





Thursday, March 26, 2009
LOLS...
wake up at 8+, to gif him a morning cal.
Aftertat slp back again...
wake at around 1+.
Watch tv, slack at home...
si bei bo lia siia.
Haix, n now i noe sumthing...
u'r juz lying to mi...
stop all tis lies larhx...
ENOUGH IS ENOUGH.
i been wanting to treat u super gud larhx...
althought i noe i cant realli get it.
but tis few dae, i thought u would realli change.
u will msg mi in e morning,
but how i noe is tat u r juz lying.
:o
thank to ppl who tel mi tat. =D


Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Ytd went out wif dearest, cos we went 4 work...
LOLS... onli half n hour we earn $25.
=)
Aftertat headed to ang mo kio...
Wanna buy thing, but end up no more lex...
Den i decide to go lim chu kang, but she dun wan. ZZZ.
lunch, i wan eat subway, but she wan pepper lunch.
den i sae we play sissor, paper, stone.
LOLS...
N i lose. KNS...
eat pepper lunch, as she win. =(
Aftertat, walk around...
den went bugis. bus there again.
Tis few dae we take alot bus...
Cos she sae lyk tat den lang man. =D
reach there, 5+...
brought sandal, dress, shirt.
LOLS, aftertat walk to city hall.
Slack awhile, den yaowei wanted to mit mi...
as i ps him alot tym lex. PSPS!!!
So mit him around 8+.
Den dearest go mit francis...
yaowei n co came city hall to mit mi...
Slack awhile, chat...
nth 2 do...
Aftertat kelvin wans to mit mi too. =.=
So he mit mi at tiong bahru, after i gg off.
LOLS, so 10+, i went home..
Den yaowei is abit not happie.
I'm sorry. =X
mit kelvin aftertat...
He such a bo lia larhx...
tok cock wif mi alot. =D
He such a gud guy...
aftertat went home alone, 11+...
Walk back home, knn...
cos i wear a short skirt, n sum pervert kip look. =.=
N tat tym i cal u, n u cant answer my cal.
I'm realli....
It's okaes, i understand...
Went home, bath... slp!!!
N finally he reply, so had a msg chat. lols...
He gg malaysia for 1 dae.
I'm worried 4 u, n wat u reply mi.
But at least, u told mi u will msg mi,
when u gg off, n u cum back u will msg mi also.
I so happie larhx, nite!!!
enjoy ur trip tml, n be careful. =)

N yay, he msg mi early in e morning, lols...
I also actually put a alarm clock wanted to wake up,
n text him when he gg off.
But i dunoe y, i cant wake up 2dae.
FCUK!!!
i cant msg him in e morning to ask him takecares.
hope u r fine. =D
so n yay, i wake up at around 1+...
cos miting fren at batok ite...
Okaes, now everything hab alreadi slove. =D
went west mall 4 dinner,
Haix, e food is sux...
i realli cant eat anything... i'm sick, when i c food on e table...
no matter how hungry, i cant finish it.
I'm super tired larhx, i wan to slp.
but reach home, i watch tv,blog...
Dun feel lyk slping, cos i wan to wait 4 him to cum back.
I realli miss u larhx, juz onli 1 dae i cant text u.
i'm sick again, i dunoe y?
ZZZ... i should realli go c a doctor lorhx...
from last last week, i'm sick till now. =(
care 4 mi more. PLS!!!
i miss u every moment, every minute, every second


Sunday, March 22, 2009
TIRED, TIRED, TIRED. =X
Having a DAM BIG QUARREL wif him. =(
I'M SORRY.
i shouldn't do all tat, i'm sorry.
I promise i do changed. PLS!!!
N yay, he did angry wif mi...
HAIX!!!


Next dae, m working wif moon. =)
So super tiring larhx, work at imm...
Promote sport membership card. =.=
Work till 6...
Aftertat mit up wif dearest.
She came jurong east...
So we did chat alot, she accompany mi 4 my sad dae.
THANK DEAREST. =D
Anw, walk n scroll around, lyk no body business...
We went daiso, actually wanna do sumthing interesting.
HEHEHS...
Aftertat went dunoe wat blk slack...
Cal him, n yay...
he answer my cal. =)
Okaes, ready to go home...
N go his hse ton. =D
So dearest pei mi went home 1st...
Den i bath, n dearest help mi prepare all my thing. =)
MY DUPER CARING MAID!!! WOOOX.
n yet, so franics cum fetch us...
=.="' still wan take cab fare from mi. ZZZ
Alreadi gif u my dearest lex, still wan fare.
GREEDY. =X
Yay, reach his hse... nth 2 chat, cos he still angry wif mi.
HAIX!!!
aftertat was pretty fine lex.
Finish chatting, off 2 bed N slp!!! =)
NITESSSSS. [*_*]


2dae wake up at 9....
=.="'
tat pig still dun wan wake up larhx, ZZZ...
aftertat wake up, end up late.
N so he go bath, i continue my slp.
After he finish bathing.. He ps mi n off to work.
Cos he tel mi he late lex...
LOLS, 4gif!!!
So left mi n his mum n bro.
LOLS.. his mum tok to mi larhx... while i'm preparing...
HAHAS... enjoy!!!
Aftertat went 4 work...
M late too... =.="'
Cabbed down to imm.
End up tat fatty boss still eat her happie mac.
KNS. BLOODY!!!
she realli make mi piss off lyk hell larhx.
After work, cab home again wif moon.
so tiring, M sick siia...
Pls, takecare of mi. =(
i'm been veri happie to be wif u, seriously...
when u ask mi tis question ytd...
i dunoe how 2 reply, but realli... i'm happie.
If not i wont do all tis thing. U should noe, i can ps my fren to pei u larhx...
but wat u sae to mi tat dae in e lift...
i wish it will not happen again.
i'm super sorry. ilu.
bite sae bite, dun sae cut. KNS!!!
it will be bigger bite next tym. hahahas.


Thursday, March 19, 2009
Ytd mit dearest...
Skip skool, hahas...
Went bugis, brought a hot pant.
Oh my!!
bloody short larhx. =.=
But look nice, =)
after tat, went city hall, jack's place 4 lunch n dinner.
Wonderful, we chat alot...
HEHES... shop around, went buy tents.!!!
Dunoe, suddenly we brought ourself a tent.
Intend to go overnite, bring our tent... =)
WEEEE... ton, ton, ton soon...
I miss u gals... K.C.J
Went home at around 10+
Reach home, chat on fone. =D
I'm happie on e 19th march...
2.32am...
N todae will be liken 4th month.
MUACK!!! miss mi worx.



2dae went skool at 9+..
late!!!
lame larhx, teacher teach us boring stuff...
mi n moon alr noe lex.
Break, chit chattin wif jerrold, lum n jimmy n canteen...
Funny siio..
Lunch break, went coffeeshop 4 chicken rice...
SUX to e cock, not nice..
BLOODY!!!
Wanted to c doctor...
So moon pei mi, reach there, still gonna wait 4 long tym...
dun wan c lex...
M lazy to wait. =X
So go home, as she gonna mit jin...
Reach home, bath n go his hse...
Dearest, tis is 4 u... i go his hse watch tv...
hahas... aftertat his fren jio him out too...
So go home norx..
Edric was at my hse... HAHAS..
so duper long tym didnt c him, misses. =)
EDRIC, TIS IS 4 U. I MISS U.
do cum often, n be gud boi. =D
msn-ing wif mummy...
i miss my mummy lots... =D
she told mi she gonna go thailand...
gonna do bussiness there.
if is successful, she gonna stay there 4 long tym of period.
HAIX!!! i will miss lyk hell.
Mayb gonna pei her go thailand.... but not staying 4 so long larhx.
miss singaore too, n my sista. =D
Aftertat, nite tym...
Order kfc 4 dinner. =)
YUMMY!!!
msn-ing wif KRIS. =)
planning 4 our outing...
decide to go out tis sat. MISS YA!!!
I LOVE U TILL E END. =D


Sunday, March 15, 2009
Wake up at 11+, LOLS..
tired.
I drink ytd, n was so sad...
Kip tinking n tinking.
Awww... =(
Cant 4get it.
Sum1 juz lend mi a shoulder to cry on.
Do nth but to blog, =(
Miting dearest lata, after dinner.
Gonna go slack sum usual place.
Drink n do watever thing there.
Can shout out loud, cry out loud.
HAIX!!!


Saturday, March 14, 2009
HOW???
HOW???
who gonna help mi wif all my sadness??
I'm tired 4 everything. =(
how i wish i can go anywhere, i dun wanna be straight....
=XXXX
I'm sad...................................................................................


Wednesday, March 11, 2009
LOLS, when sum1 hse n slack, so tiring larhx...
Cab to his hse, n cab back home at around 1+.
HAHAS, when there play dai-dee wif him. =.=
So boring larhx, n chat awhile too. =)
Aftertat went home n slp.
2dae went skool, so early larhx.
Junxian saw mi, n sae wao... so early?
Never late. =.=
i also not alway late marhx, lyk tat sae. =(
Okaes, enjoy my dae. =D


Monday, March 9, 2009
LOLS...
didnt went skool 2dae.
TIRED!!!
Wake up, eat.
Do nth.
SO boring. =(
Well, so long didnt went out wif my sista lex.
Miss dem.
Gonna mit mummy now. =)
byies.


Sunday, March 8, 2009
Didint update 4 long tym...
was busy wif my skool work, n working....
LOLS... when camp on fri, came back 2dae.
Quite fun, enjoy!!!
I'm super tired, gonna slp again. =)


WONDER WHO E STUPID PERSON?
WHO WANNA SPAM SO MUCH, JUZ LYK CRAZY.
OMG, U'R DAM SO CHILDISH.
HEY, PLS... DUN STEP 1 U'R ATTACHED. PUKE!!!
ATTACHED, KIP WAN CUM HERE 4 WAT?
KIP WAN CUM MY BLOG 4 WAT?
R U TRYING TO SPAM MI, N GET ATTENTION?
LAMER!!!
JUZ BLOODY FUCK OFF HERE...
TIS IS MY BLOG, I ALSO DUNOE WAT U DOING HERE..
TOO NICE? OH, YA!!!
NO WONDER U CUM BEAR TO LEAVE.
IF U'R NOT HUM, WRITE DOWN UR FCUKER NAME.
CUM OUT N SETTLE.
DUN HIDE BEHIND LYK TORTOISE DUN DARE.
DEN AT MY BLOG SO YAYA!!!
SO FUN TO SPAM, BUT DUN DARE TO SETTLE WIF MI.
CUM LARHX.
BLOODY HELL... HUM JI!!! BO JI!!!
GO DRINK MILK 1ST LARHX, B4 CUM MY BLOG.
SMALL KID, WAN PLAY PLAY. CB